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[st_allionofdoom]

That, more than anything.

I don’t care to imagine what realm I’d have ended up.

[st_ratagem]

Historically I don’t exactly manage strong emotion well.

Oh, Valhalla. You’d have died of wounds sustained in combat. Also, you’re a Valkyrie.

[st_allionofdoom]

Considering my luck I doubt my soul would cross the barrier. I'd simply be stuck haunting my fellow residents.

[st_ratagem]

Worse indeed. Having you around but untouchable would almost be worse than you being gone.

[st_allionofdoom]

Do you mean that?

[st_ratagem]

Of course? You must know by now I enjoy touching you.

[st_allionofdoom]

The sooner I stop by the better, then.

[st_ratagem]

You’re definitely always welcome.

[st_allionofdoom]

And here I was about to offer to push out one of the ghosts taking up space in your quarters if worst came to worst.

[st_ratagem]

You would be welcome in that way as well; I would enjoy your company even if not being able to touch you would be... difficult.

I much prefer you living and physically taking up whatever space you please.

[st_allionofdoom]

You say that, but would you fancy me moving in full time?

[st_ratagem]

Yes As a ghost? If you recall, I have ways of dealing with ghosts when they annoy me, and I can always leave the room. In a choice between you and lack of you, I choose you.

[st_allionofdoom]

As a flesh and blood Valkyrie.

[st_ratagem]

Ah. I see.

Is that the physical space you please?

[st_allionofdoom]

More peaceful than my own often feels me leaving, I’ll grant. Not that I’d impose. You’ve made it clear I’m free to stop by whenever my whims dictate.

[st_ratagem]

It’s no imposition. As you’re well aware, there are multiple beds. Even if you moved in, there would be ways to avoid each other.

[st_allionofdoom]

Is this an offer?

[st_ratagem]

I enjoy your company and you’ve yet to truly grate on my nerves - so... yes, if you want? Matters may be nightmarishly painful get awkward when you decide you’re done with me, but I could be comfortable adding that to the pile of ‘future Loki problems’.

[st_allionofdoom]

Done with you? I haven’t marked down some end date for our affair.

[st_ratagem]

Hence the addition to the pile of future problems.

[st_allionofdoom]

An inevitable future problem?

[st_ratagem]

Of course, why wouldn’t it be? I’ve known and accepted for most of my life that I’m no one’s type or choice over anything like a long term. I simply don’t inspire that kind of feeling, and I never have.

I’m very, very fond of you, and I’ll take what I can get for as long as I can. But I can’t pretend I’m not still me.

[st_allionofdoom]

You can read my mind. Literally.

[st_allionofdoom]

Whatever I’m feeling or thinking, you’re the first to know.

[st_ratagem]

I’m not disagreeing, I just

I don’t know. I’m not built for these things, I suppose. I do want you with me, particularly if you want to be, and beyond that my mind tries to eat itself.