st_ratagem | [Thor and Loki] catching up

The agreed-upon drinking together 'next week' had turned into more than two weeks of very little of Thor. It had been relaxing, more or less, but Loki had gotten used to his brother being underfoot on a regular basis. That he all but disappeared was... odd, for him, enough that the reminder of his promise to drink with Thor in hopes that 'maybe you'll be less cranky' had come as a relief. (Also a relief: the reminder had been about drinking, not about his promise to talk about the frog thing. Not that he wouldn't! Just that it wasn't something he looked forward to.)

As he had the last time, Loki just settled to wait for Thor to show up. Also like last time, he waited to see if Thor would actually knock or if he'd just appear; whether he translated an invitation as 'I don't have to knock'.

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There were a few bad times, but Loki wasn't inclined to start an argument that petty. Yet. "As ever. Nothing really changes. When I run out of books I'll have to take on the practical, which I'm certain will be fun for everyone. How goes whatever you're doing?"

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"Well enough," Thor says, vaguely. He wonders if his brother noticed his absence. Probably. Thor's sure he was grateful for the peace and quiet.

"You and Tony still holding your lunch dates?" he asks. It's the most discreet way he can get to asking if Tony gave him the notebook without outright asking as much. He doesn't want to ruin their drinking night.

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"Sometimes, yes. Less now that he's stacking up projects, of course." And after two months, he surely had less to prove to himself. He was well aware that he could live and be in proximity to Loki without a hitch, there was no real need to test it quite so thoroughly. "All in all, it's been a rather peaceful couple of weeks for me."

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Thor grins at his brother. "No healing practice, then?"

He takes another drink.

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"No. For some reason it seems like it would be a bad idea to practice on people who may not be inclined to accept 'well, that's not meant to happen' when they're worse instead of better." Finally, Loki cracked open his own bottle and took a healthy drink. "And limiting myself to one magical frustration at a time seems prudent also."

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"Still trying to make things frosty?" Thor asks, gazing out at the rain. "I'm sure you'll figure it out. You've always been magically gifted."

And then, he turns his sights to Loki and grins. "And when you do, we should make snow."

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“You probably don’t have to wait on me if you want snow,” Loki pointed out, then took another drink. A certain radius of cold air and that burning-cold touch, those clearly were entirely innate, they tended to just happen whenever he forced Odin’s enchantment away and assumed frost giant form. The rest involved training and knowledge that he didn’t have and had little resource to correctly guess.

Frustrating. “It’s likely to take me a while.”

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"Thor leans over and pats his brother on the back. The pat is less tough, less energized than it normally is.

"We have plenty of time," he says. Or at least he hopes. He settle back in his chair and goes back to looking out at the rain. "Just keep at it."

Thor goes back to nursing his drink.

"I'm trying to figure out father's powers," he says. "My powers now, I suppose."

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“Well outside your wheelhouse.” Odin’s main stock in trade had been knowledge of all kinds, including foreknowledge. A hard road. “Better you than me, and I wish you luck.”

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Thor lets out a laugh at that.

"I thought you wanted to be king of Asgard," he says.

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“I never wanted to be king. I wanted to be equal. I wanted to be good enough.” As opposed to what he actually was, which had felt like ‘nothing to anyone’. He’d pursued it badly, letting anger and grief at betrayal run the show, but on that one point Loki was clear: he was more than fine with not being king. “Later, I wanted to spoil Odin’s work.”

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On some level, Thor understands it; when he was younger, he wanted his father's approval. He only grew out of it when he began to feel like he knew better than his father.

And unfortunately, that eventually caused an entirely different problem that resulted in him being stripped of his power and cast down to Earth.

On the other hand...

"I don't understand why anyone else's opinion matters to you," Thor says. "You wouldn't believe it if someone told you you were good enough, anyway."

Thor finishes his drink and sets it down on the table.

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Loki shrugged, pulled another bottle out of over there, and passed it to Thor. “Believe me or don’t, brother. I didn’t say I still want that.” Certainly it all hurt less, or he’d adapted well enough to make no difference.

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"Then what do you want now?"

Thor opens the bottle and takes another swig, watching his brother carefully.

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“Nothing.” In the larger sense, anyway. There were littler motivations like the ice magic or the daily and weekly tasks he set himself that still existed. “Why, are you worried what I’m up to?”

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"Should I be?"

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"It's not a bad idea in general. At present I'm not up to anything." Loki paused, mock-considering as he downed more vodka, then amended his statement to, "I'm not up to anything unusual."

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Thor tilts the mouth of his bottle towards Loki.

"If you're up to something usual, then you're up to no good." Thor gestures to his eyes, then gestures at Loki. "I've got my eye on you."

He cracks a smile at his usage of the word eye. If you're going to spend the rest of your days with one eye and one synthetic one, you might as well be good-humored about it.

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"Oh, you think that worries me? You wouldn't even know what I'm not up to if I hadn't said anything." Yes, it was nonsense, but that was how conversations with Thor went sometimes. It was pleasant enough, especially as a method of shifting subjects a little to the side. "My plots guard themselves."

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"Plots," Thor repeats. "I'd rather you be into scheming. Your plots get me in trouble. Schemes at least seem like they'd be harmless."

Or mostly-harmless. Thor's pretty sure Loki would find a way to make a scheme harmful.

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"You'd be bored without trouble. This is me being helpful, brother." It usually wasn't, and there actually weren't any plots. At the moment. But it was never a bad idea to keep options open, in case something happened that he could claim was on purpose.

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"I'm still plenty bored with you here," he points out. Not all the time, but there were definitely moments where Thor was restless and had nothing to do and was desperate for any sort of distraction.